Deep in thought

Today I had a batle of thoughts, lately I have been putting pressure on myself regarding a lot of things in my life mainly work and school and the future. I remember when I finished university I promised myself I'd take a break, regroup and then go back to graduate school next year. 

In the heat of a moment or just in seeing what is happening around me I had a battle with myself which included feelings of self hate( for the lack of a better word because I adore myself😊), trying get jobs that would not make me happy because I want to fit in with my mates. Just an hour ago I had an epiphany, I have decided to live my path and not compare myself to anyone else. I will make my own rules what I had planned initially will be what I stick to. 

I think it's fair to do things when you are ready and when it's the right time for you and I will do just that. I choose to be kind to myself and celebrate my uniqueness. 

#littlemotivation