STEPPING INTO FAITH

I have talked countless times on this blog about how much i love music. This song right here brings me to tears everytime i listen to it, my greatest desire in this world is to know God and have a relationship deeper than the deepest sea with him. I seek to sit and have a conversation with him. A year ago i gave my life to God and it has been the best year of my life. Never in my life have i felt such peace and joy, I'm strengthened because of his word no words can describe how content and complete i feel. HE IS FAITHFUL. This is not to say that my life is perfect i go through struggles like everyone else but knowing that he is there and that there is no problem in my life that is too great for him brings my heart complete peace.
PS i want to share a very good exercise that i do and i promise you after you see and feel how amazing God is. I saw this on Tv one spiritual/motivational speaker had the people attending do it and i followed along and by the end of it i was balling my eyes out (and no I'm not a cry baby lol). Its so simple so you clear your mind and jump up and down for about 10 seconds and then stop, close your eyes place your hand on your chest to feel your heartbeat. Thats is God working in you right there. It just a reminder of how blessed you are to be alive and how only he has breathed life into you.

Denim Monday

Today is one of those days I'm just not feeling anything, myself, life and everything else in between. I have so much on my mind, you know when you are young you have plans to be a somewhere at a particular age and I'm not there and its frustrating my plans feel way too delayed. But hey you know what they say we plan God laughs, everything will fall in place in his time because his is perfect. 

Dress Aritzia//Shoes Converse//Bag Woolworths 

Africana

This cute skirt and headscarf was a gift to me from one of the most amazing women I know my Pastor's beautiful wife. Well she gifted me with the fabric last year and then generously made them for me a few weeks ago. I feel like a African princess in it. 

I'm not gonna say much I'm just gonna let the skirt speak for itself. 

Bodysuit-Asos

Shoes-Zara

Watch-Daniel Wellington 

New in

I love watching haul videos and I thought I'd do a mini haul of my own.There's plenty of sales going on right now in different stores and I managed to scoop a few things from Zara and Topshop.

Jeans-Topshop(from sale they are sold out)

Shoes-Zara(sale $20 from $69.90 score)

Tshirt-Zara( regular price only $9.90)

Make-up forever concealer-Sephora ($39)

FEAR

I want to talk about something that most people experience at some point in their lives myself included. Two weeks ago i had a conversation with a friend of mine and he was telling me that he has never been in a long term/ serious relationship with a girl because he is afraid that he will get heart broken because everybody cheats and that sort of stuff.

This really bothered me because we live in a world where we paint people with the same brush, the reality is people are not the same as much as there are people who do not value monogamy there are still some who do and you cannot deny yourself a chance at sharing your life and your love with someone because of fear. It reminded me of when i was younger i was afraid of rejection because my father had left me and the thought of having a boyfriend leave me gave me major anxiety until one day a boy actually left me. I was devastated it took me exactly 2 years to get over a relationship that lasted only 2months (ridiculous i know) because i became a slave to my fear which made me a very vulnerable and naive person. It took time and maturity to realize that it doesn't matter who leaves my life, what matters is that i gave it my all and that what is meant for me will be for me and what is not will not be and that whatever happens is not always a reflection of what you did but who the other person is and as weird as this may sound i was happy that i went through it because when you are young sometimes you think that bad things only happen to other people and not you, so a slap of reality taught me that bad experiences happen so that we can appreciate the good and help us become better versions of ourselves. 

So i say this to say that don't let the greatest moments of your life pass you by because you are afraid, its like being afraid to get up, go out and live because you are afraid something bad will happen to you, who wants to live like that so go on and get your life, fall in love, go crazy or do what feels right for you, we have only this one life so don't waste it on fear...XO

Back at it

Hey guys so I'm back with a new post, i have been taking a little break well actually i was in Botswana and i was pretty much giving all my attention to other things and people. Im back here in Toronto been here about a week now and it has been a busy ever since I've been here my mother got married and i was busy with maid of honour duties so i didn't have much time to blog and i had to find inspiration to get back into the swing of things. 

This outfit I have on was inspired by these jeans i got on the current topshop sale and the are the washed black Joni which are ripped at the knee, now i have black jeans ripped t the knee  i got from Zara i just find Zara jeans challenging for me they don't fit the way i like jeans to fit me. 

I'm currently in the process of decluttering my closet, there are so many things i don't wear i trying to only buy or keep things that i will for sure wear and that i need. I have been watching videos on five piece french closet they are really helpful and have given me the courage to finally purge.

Head Scarf- Etsy

Jeans-Topshop

Shoes-Zara

Top-H&M

Watch- Daniel Wellington